It's so hard being a guy...but trust me it's that much harder being this guy....

So how many "The One" 's are we allowed to have...Seriously I thought I had met "The One" like 4 times...Twice when I was 16...Once when I was 17 and this last time I was 18 just a couple months shy of 19 years old. Crazy thing called LOVE, not sure when/if I'll meet that one but I'm patiently waiting in the meantime...But anyway let's recap the past couple of weeks cuz they've been kind of insane in the membrane...and they definitely have to deal with Life,Love,and all that J...crazy...So let's start the best place to do that is on the 11th I wake up and I'm just not having a good day ya know...well the day proceeds and midway through it can't remember what happened but I could't breathe it felt like my lungs were on fire...then I threw up everywhere...and had to chew a frikkin TAB...cuz I couldn't swallow anything not even water...So i'm like wow I'm sick but it's not going to effect this wknd I had mad plans because my folks were outta town this wknd...So friday comes everything's going great I got most of my group of friends there and everyone's pretty cool...Except for a select few tht were being well themselves LOL ya know who you are...but anyway the night prevails and I have some more of my closests come over and it was cool well the end of the night I'm drunk and make horrible decisions in horrible places...Hence why now I've decided to become celibate (until I'm in a committed relationship) and stop drinking hard liquor...well wknd prevails with failed parties and failed attempts at serious relationships...as usual and here comes sunday not feeling all that well again...and I gotta take my boy KK home and I'm just feeling plain shitty...Folks come home it's all good...Monday I'm like wow feeling crazy again throwin up i'm most def sick I know it...Tues Feelin worse bad news bears My mom's all on my back like you better go to the ER i'm like NO don't wanna deal with the waiting it's bull...Wed. more throwing up feeling even worse so I've decided to go to the ER...long story short there for about 9hrs they tell me I have a severe case of Strep Throat and suffering from dehydration, and exhaustion I mean i'm hooked up to IV's and shit like LiLo
Yeah so I'm still coming down from that so Today is all about finding a job I have so much things to buy...my cousin is willing to sell me his blackberry storm, I gotta pay my cell bill and insurance and my credit card off that I haven't officially gotten yet LOL ok RANT OVER!!!
LATER DAYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Z