Old enough to know better, Young enough not to care, Mature enough to change

I haven't updated or posted anything in a long while not because I've been overly busy or anything just because I haven't felt the need, not to say that like stuff didn't definitely go down in my absence, I mean actually on the contrary.... (semi-Break ups, semi-Breakdowns, and mad Betrayal...) but that's not what I wanted to write about, I mean to put it simply I just don't feel like rehashing the past I've accepted it, and carry it around with me but I don't let it weigh me down any longer. The process of forgiving takes me forever, forgive but DON'T forget is usually the motto of my generation, *or at least that's what I hear most of my peers saying* but with me usually it's DON'T forgive, hold that grudge to the point that you forget what happened or you don't care anymore, which usually takes me anywhere from 6-12 months with me, depending on the person it could take a lifetime. I could chalk all this up to me being a Scorpio and our mad sense of loyalty and our revenge/grudge holding nature, like I usually do but I'm not it's definitely something that I'm trying to work on that's why I'm going to make 2010 my year NO MATTER WHAT... I've decided to incorporate my personality, with my new views, and a hint of maturity and sensibility without losing my spontaneity and/or outgoing nature. Not standing for any bullshit, but also I'm not going to be one to overreact I just truly don't care anymore, so I stop at don't disrespect me, and I don't feel the need to disrespect you in the process of telling you that which would definitely be what would happen in the past you bite me, I bite you back harder but now I don't care. Now don't get me wrong I'm not going to let someone just punk my ass or anything. Anyway let me segway to the actual reason for this blog post basically this post was to document my New Years' Resolution which is to like I said make this my year... Professionally, Artistically, Mentally, Physically, Personality wise and etc... My new motto " I walk to the beat of my own drum, fall back, or follow."